I have been letting fear win way too much lately. I have two big tasks that need to be done as soon as possible, but I keep putting them off because I am scared of the outcome. The problem is that I am causing more problems by doing this.
One big thing that I have procrastinated on is my internship approvals. I waited for an email telling me if everything was approved, but I wasn't getting it. Something told me I should check my school email (I can't remember when the last time I did that). I finally checked my school email, and my request was declined because it wasn't detailed enough 6 days ago. If I had stopped worrying about it and just checked the correct email address, I could have started my internship by now.
The other thing that I need to do is get my passport. I don't know why am scared to do this. I need it for the trip I have planned with my friend this summer. I can still go, but I can't get off the boat if I don't have the passport. My first step is to make sure I have by birth certificate and make an appointment at the post office. Hopefully, I can get it done quickly because the cruise is in a little over 2 months. I will be doing these things by the end of the week. I can't believe I have waited this long to do this.
Of course, there are other things that I need to do that I keep putting off. I didn't used to be this bad at finishing things. I wish I could get to the root cause of it and fix myself.
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