I have made some decisions lately that make me feel like I am getting my life back on track. I think that if I can get me straightened out, it will make life easier for my kids. These are the decisions I am starting to make:
- I am going to pay tithing. I have struggled with this my entire adult life. I fee like it is something I need to do however.
- I starting having family home evening with my kids. I am realizing that they don't remember the basic stories that they learned when they were little. They seem to not remember how to be reverent during prayer either. I am also using it as a time to play with the kids and answer questions that they may have (last night was all about them wanting a puppy).
- I am putting more effort into my job. I don't want to be there forever, but since I don't have another job in sight, I am trying more and hoping for a promotion or schedule change.
- I am trying to find more time for alone time with each kid. They need the attention and are asking for the alone time. It is the least I can do for them.
- I am scheduling my personal chores throughout the week so that I make sure everything gets done. My poor dog doesn't get bathed as much as she should be and I am not good at keeping track of what I have and haven't done. Most people would probably say that this is simple and easy to do, but I have never been the best at keeping my house the way I really want it.
- I am going to budget each paycheck and pay attention to my spending. I have done a lot of listening to Dave Ramsey's pod cast in the last year or so. I wanted to implement changes in the out goings of money before, but didn't get much cooperation. I now have no one else to answer to or someone that would have to answer to me. The more healthy my budget gets, the better I can get the things for my kids that they need like clothes and food.
I am hoping that by making these changes life will get easier for the kids and me. I am feeling positive about the changes I have already put into place and the ones that I am just starting. My kids are more important to me than anything in the world, and I know if I take care of me, I will be able to better take care of them.